Hanging out in my favorite computer lab on campus, waiting for Self Defense to start. In 2 hours. Sigh. The better part of my day on campus is spent in either a computer lab, or giving over to the mind-controlling drugs they pump into the Union and sleeping sprawled there on the floor. Seriously, I'm convinced that they release some sort of sleep-inducer in the air and then drag unconscious students away and perform gross experiments on them. I always nap by the window, just in case. I miss little kids. I hate being up here, surrounded by pseudo-grown-ups all the time, twenty year olds who maintain a worldly facade by day, but act like drunk fuckin' morons by night. I need something innocent. Some sweet and just turned four or five, a different perspective than this jaded one I have now. I strive very hard to keep a child-like view of the world, but it's hard, with no little kids around to show me how to think. I should go play at a daycare or nursery or something. Not for money. Just to get down on the ground and play with someone who still knows how to giggle.