Best song in the universe!!!!

It's called Dragostea Din Tei. And it kicks ass. Put that into itunes and download it. English or Romanian. It's totally worth the 99 cents. But not the real reason I'm updating mere hours after my good morning post. Apparently, Matt drunk texted (is this a word) Christine last night, so she called him back today, on a lark. In any case, Matt was talking to her today, and asked her if she wanted to speak with me. So we made some forced awkward conversation for 5 minutes or so, and then I hung up and felt like crying. It's not like this was some casual friend from high school that I don't give a fuck about. I loved this girl, really did, as much as I love Jill and Kris still now. But we've just fallen apart, as though our friendship was something that couldn't transcend high school. And I understand she's hugely busy, with hospital work, a switched major, and her fiance had a rough time at the end of last year, from what I hear. So perhaps it is a child's hope that keeps her in my thoughts, wishing that things would be somewhere less weird than they are right now. I don't even want what we had in high school, because I know that is too much to hope with the distance between us...just something, I guess. Maybe not. Maybe I don't even care anymore. I should probably just send her a "Have a Happy Life" card, and hope things go well for her. More thoughts later on how this girl seems to have defined the high school experience of my friends and me.