hey there. i'm a lil bit sick, i think. hopefully just allergies, but deep down, i know it's a sinus infection. ick. my life is looking up right now. i know what i want, where boys are concerned, which is a big step for me. i miss the boyfriend, who isn't really anymore the boyfriend, but still...i don't know. all of a sudden i don't want to write, i just want to curl up on the couch and cry. until later.